january 15, 2006
I killed a man today. Shoot, he asked for it though. Came at me while i was with my daughter at the park. Damn psycho tried to bite my neck. Thank god i got him off before he was able to tear my freakin head off.. hah... well hell, its almost dark and i should be starting dinner soon, maybe me and kim will go to dairy queen later.. that'll be nice.

january 16, 2006
Another dull day at the office. It was nice though, even for a monday. I think i might have to go to the hospital soon though. That bite on my neck is starting to look like its getting infected. I had wrapped it up and soaked it in hot water all night last night, its throbbing like hell. Also im having TV withdrawel, the electricity went out in my apartment so i havent been able to watch the news.

january 17, 2006
I got mad at little kimmy today. Man, i dont even know why, i cant even remember what it was about. It was like i was in a sort of daze.Like i was in a great mood, then all of a sudden i turn around and scream at her. I havent apologized to her yet, havent even spoken to her since i locked her in her room about three hours ago. I made an appointment with the doctors for tomorrow. I can barely move my neck it hurts so bad.

january 18, 2006
Been having those freakin mood swings even more lately, although not quite as bad as yesterday. Yelled at a few of my co-workers for no reason, knocked a coffee cup off my desk, spilling iced tea all over my papers. I cant help wondering if this has anything to do with the bite on my neck. Well, i better go, my appointment for the doctor is in an hour.

january 19, 2006
No work today, been laying in bed all day sick. Kim is staying at her friends after school today. She is so beautiful. My beautiful kim.

january 21, 2006
There is something strange going on outside.Was finally able to get my TV working today, nothing but static though. It seems like everyone at work has been depressed, pale sort of. On the other hand ive never felt better. Since the other day ive just felt awesome. Me and kim went to the beach and played in the waves. It was fun although we were the only ones out there.

january 22, 2006
stayed home today, havent really felt the need to go out and work. I mean... why? hah, anyways, i went to the doctor again, it was extremely crowded there. They said the bite on my neck was nothing to worry about. I think i agree with them, i mean it is looking a helluva lot better. Although i wish i could say the same thing about kim, i think shes coming down with something.

january 23, 2006
locking rathe doors. I can rafeel their haunting presence looming.rathey will find me.

january 24, 2006
Ive been inside for almost three days straight. I keep the window shades pulled down for some reason, and the doors are locked. I feel strange, i blank out sometimes during the day. Im always hungry, i cant seem to feed this hunger. Feels so much like a dream, like im not even here. Ive lost my daughter. I cant find her anywhere.

january 25, 2006
WhAts wrong with me? I feel like im going insane, i found myself eating raw hamburger meat from the fridge, nothing else will satisfy my hunger... i dont remember half the things i do anymore. Oh god, oh god please help me.... where is my daughter?

january 26, 2006 2:34 PM
I cut ramyself today. Im not so sure it was entirely accidentall either. although i really cant recall. but the rablood eased my hunger. i can hear them racallingra from outside. they call mera to them to rathere flocking. Ooooh the hunger, i need rafood.

january 26, 2006 5:50 PM
I found my daughter. ra- ala. she must have hid from me. i need food. so hungry. so hungry. allaaa-ra esca' delmar ra ra! gimme var'le!!
january 26, 2006 10:00 PM
help me someone help... please will someone help me?! something's wrong with daddy! HELP! DADDY!!!
january 27, 2006
Im no longer hungry. the pain, its gone. RA! i need to get out. i need to come with the others. RA- ALA! where is my daughter? i cant find her anywhere. there is the ring i gave her for her birthday laying by the phone. i love her so much. please god what is happeneing! OH GOD! NO! KIMMY!! DEAR GOD NO!!

january 27 12:00 PM
RA!