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Well guys,as some of ya remember my step-dad was cheating on my mother,they were gettin a divorce,and so on and so forth....
Now it appears she may be getting back together with him!!!
Im still not sure why,but I dont like it.
She is convinced that he has changed,Im not.Now I know this is her choice,but I figure I should have some say just because it affects me greatly.
She dosent think so.
I told her if we move in with him,she has to find me somewhere else to live,or Ill find myself somewhere[like prison,after I shoot his fat ass].
Looks like I may end up with my father,or maybe one of my friends.
In other news,I still dont have internet,so Im typing this at 4:00 am on a POS laptop,at my friends house.
I hate not being active on these forums,you guys actually help alot,hell some of ya talked me out of some stupid stuff once.
Alost of our older members almost feel like family and I dont know what I would do without all of ya.
So any words on the subject at hand?
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Ok this is weird....now we are moving back to the house we just moved out of.....I dont know what the reasoning is,but we just wasted 3 months and 1200 bucks for no reason.
Im still hardly ever at home,and when I am its fairly tense,but I think I can make it work.It did help me blow off some steam when I blew up the other day.
We were in my driveway grilling and my stepdad made the mistake of telling me that he was my dad....I for all my self-control,detonated like a bottle of ammonium nitrate/diesle fuel.I proceeded to cuss him and my mom out at the top of my lungs in my driveway,at 10:00 p.m.
I broke a chair,almost broke a table,and my hand.
I went on in this manner for about 10 minutes without repeating a word more that a couple of times.I then walked down the street to cool off in the park.That helped.
Earlier that day my mom just about called the cops on me,then left me sitting in the churches parking lot with a .410 and a .38 special in my bag.I broke into the back door of the church and used there phone[i didnt take anything or cause and damage]to call her,and let her know that unless she wanted me in federal prison she better come and get the stuff.She did,and the cops were never called.
Stuff like this is happening more and more frequently,I think the situation may be getting out of hand,but we'll see.And Im going to try to start playing it a little cooler,I only have 2 more years of it,then Ill be in the military or college.